Tired of trying.

My own imagination.

2012-01-27T07:03:00.000-08:00

I'm back to school after 2 days of rest. Thanks for all the cares and concerns you guys have show towards me. I feel so bless to have them in my life (= I bet my girls miss me trucks loads when am not in class. hees ^^
Tada! hees:p never fails to take photos in school. (= Proud yi xia :B

a best friend will always leave a footprint in your heart.

2012-01-26T19:30:00.000-08:00

@LaineNH I just wanna say a word THANKS to you! rain or shine,sorrows,laughter,unhappiness you're the one that is always here with me (=

Everytime you cross my mind, I think how lucky i have been,to have you this special friend. (=

"I love you" that's the sweetest lie that you've ever said to me.

2012-01-25T19:18:00.000-08:00

School is making me have no time for my self sometimes.
"most teenagers smoke,drinks and have sex, but me, Ilovefood!''

Tired.

2012-01-25T00:00:00.000-08:00

Make my way down to the clinic early in the morning, couldn't believe my eyes, the clinic is fill with many sickbird! :0 i waited for almost 1 hour for my turn,meanwhile, i am feeling so terrible..can feel that i am dying on the spot. Vomited in the toilet. When my number was being called, Thank GOD! The doc take my temperature 38.6. I wanted the doc to give me a jab because i couldn't tolerate the itchy-ness.. Was given 2 days of mc and plenty of medcine.. My fear was eating medicine, I hate it!:/ but i was given no choice..
Dear god, please don't make me suffer :/

Sick.

2012-01-24T22:00:00.000-08:00

Is the second day of CNY and i'm down with a 38.9 fever, sore throat and hives grows on my body. I swear to god, is seriosuly irritating and the itch is uncomfortable.. Unlucky or what?! I'm going to visit the clinic tomorrow early in the morning! The itch couldn't get me to sleep.. :(

Happy Chinese New Year!

2012-01-23T12:55:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone! Is the first day of CNY! All the preparing and stuff. Just because of this special date.
Today is the day i have been waiting for. I get to wear beautiful clothes and doll myself up (=

Although is a boring day for me, because all my cousins are in their 40s or even 50s.. i know it's kinda shocking! :0 But ya it's true, my grandma gave birth to 11 kids and my dad was the youngest. And so, we have this generation gap that stands in between us, and that causes us to have nothing to talk about.. sad ed. But i get a chance to catch up with my niece and nephew, i remembered the last time i met them was one year back then. The time we spend together is priceless. I hope to see them soon (=

Not forgetting those good food i eat! My all time favourite :B Didn't manage to snap a few shots with my relative as i didn't bring my camera along. It's alright, we will get a chance to take a group photo soon (=

I know you won't feel a thing.

2012-01-20T22:07:00.000-08:00

Last day of school! woohoo! :D
CNY is round the corner! :) Time to doll up for new year =) Hey readers, hope you all take lots of ang bao(: HUAT AH~~ :>

The biggest mistake I have made in my life is letting people stay in my life far longer than they deserved to.

2012-01-19T22:58:00.000-08:00

Hees,have been taking quite lots of photos during school hours. Suppose to be study-ing but end up slacking. LOL! Proud yi xia =>
Seriously i'm dread for school..walking around the school, grab a bite during lesson time,late for lesson. It became a routine everyday... :x
Oh dear! Having CA3 after CNY! Damn it. i don't even know a single thing... :(
Fail to plan, Plan to fail. -.-

Everyone has a story.

2012-01-16T02:20:00.000-08:00

2nd week of school. so dread for school everyday. 5 more days to CNY! :D
Seriously can't wait!:o
Thank you girls! (:

Break my trust, everything changes from there.

2012-01-12T02:26:00.000-08:00

I've thought about our problems for this few days. I realise that we couldn't go back to how it was. My feelings for you have change. I couldn't find back the feeling anymore. But the main reason why i doesn't want to go back to your side is because, In the past, you're given a chance but you misused it. You chosen her over me, you walk out on me. If you really love me, you won't have do that. But you did. That only shows that I'm actually not worth for you to fight for. I was to naive to think that you won't hurt me. Now you're coming back for me, that only makes me think that I'm a substitute of her when you kept telling me I'm not. There's once there will also be twice. You told me that if you're given a chance you can assure that things won't happen again. How true is that? I don't know. How do you expect me to believe your words again. I hope that you won't pinned high hopes on us anymore. I have make my stand very clear. Move on with your life, you will be able to find another girl that worth your love.
As long you're happy,I'll be as well.
I wish you happiness.

这感觉已经不对　我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

Mix feelings.

2012-01-08T23:45:00.000-08:00

I don’t deny that your word indeed touches my heart. Be it truth or lie.

I ask you do you remember why we broke up. You tell me the reason is because of you. I’m glad that you still remember the reason. I ask you do you take me as a substitute of her. ? You tell me no. I’m definitely not a substitute of her. My friends are telling me not to believe your words. They are right. As for now, I won’t believe in words, I want actions! Actions speaks louder than words. If you really love me, please show me with your actions. Sweet talks don’t work on me. You told me that you wanted to be with me after your army. I ask you have you thought about the problems between us? You say you thought before. I really hope that you will change, if I’m willing to give you another chance I don’t wish that history would repeat itself. I don’t know what’s on your mind, I’m not you, if you don’t tell me the problem, I won’t be able to know. I know in the past, I myself fail as a girlfriend as well. Because I can’t accompany you often, that’s my fault. I apologies for that. But I’ve no choice as well. I promise you, we will talk about our problem again when you finish your NS. I’m wondering, why after so long you come back for me? I ask you.I finally got the answer. Because you haven totally got over our past.

I always thought that our love was strong enough to overcome all the obstacles we face. I was wrong.

If i were to give this r/s another chance, I just want you to know that it takes me lots of courage and thinking.

Memorable day!

2012-01-07T19:27:00.000-08:00

Attend to my brother POP!
A day that is memorable to him and also to us.
4 months of Training. Hardly get to see him.
I can see the changes in him.
Lastly, Brother! I'm proud of you. :D

Sparks Fly.

2012-01-06T23:15:00.000-08:00

First Friday of 2012.Time really pass fast!

How's everyone doing in this week? Doing great? :)

Am down with bad flu on the first week of 2012. Unlucky max! ><

Gonna return back to school in 2 days time. Frankly speaking, i doesn't even want to go back to school. #fail.

Too many memories..everywhere i walk there will be your shadow..

WenLi! Maintain! Don't bring your unhappiness to 2012! This is what i tell myself everyday!!!

Heading to bed soon. Will be attending Brother POP tomorrow! :D

Kinda excited yeah! :O

Will be back with photos! :p Stay tune! ^^

First day of a NEWYEAR-2012

2012-01-01T01:25:00.000-08:00

A Fresh Start.
:)
I just wish for a small request.

2012; No More Heartaches,Please.

Last day of 2011,First day of 2012.

2011-12-31T03:00:00.000-08:00

I spend this special date with this AWESOME girl in the photos. :)
Just like last year. This time round is abit different compared to last year.We waited for the clock to hits 12! Looking at the fireworks from the 30 level,just infront of our eyes, can't believe is A NEW YEAR! :D AMAZING! Slowly we make our way to the MRT station. Decided to ton at ling's house on this special day! :)Take a stroll back to her place from buangkok,is kinda far, No joke. Along the way,we had HTHT session. Just another sleepless night for the both of us. Looking at the time is around 4plus in the morning and so we decided to take a short nap before the sunrise ;> Suppose to wake up around 7 plus to had breakfast with her, and so yea..the alarm didn't ring>< skip breakfast then. A day just pass like this. :) Is the first day of a new year, spend my whole day sleeping at home while my family went out to had good food- Cafe Cartel! >< I should have go along:p
Anyway, wishing all of my readers A Happy New Year!
Good start ! Shall not bring those unhappiness to a new year.
Be it good or bad, it's over.
Thanks for those who plays a part in my life. Ily.

Last second day of 2011. Just you.

2011-12-30T09:24:00.000-08:00

I have died everyday waiting for you.
It's gonna be end of year 2011. This year ain't a good year for me.
There comes to a point where i just have to stop texting him, gotta stop going back to the person i know that is wrong for me. It's hard. I just have to give it a try.
I think it'd be better if we just didn't talk for a while.

Waited.
Got Tired.
Lost hope.
Let go.
This is what i got back in return.

I don't know whether i'm happy or not .

2011-12-29T08:18:00.000-08:00

We found love in the hopeless place.
I met you at the wrong timing, Goodbye.
Btw,You're not very easy to forget.

I just want the best for you even if it means i have to let go of my own happiness.
Dreams and reality are totally different. If my dream would come true, how nice would that be.
If by any chances,you got to see this post..
Please know that iloveyou and i really do...

My thoughts are mostly dedicated to you.

2011-12-28T08:56:00.000-08:00

It's been 3 days. I didn't talk to you for 3days.
I don't deny that till today you're still on mind,even though that i know you won't even care.

If you don't like me, it's okay to tell me, if you don't STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DO.

I hope you're happy now.
If one day i actually start to matter,please let me know.

I cannot explain these things i feel for you.

I hate to learn the truth that the only way of loving you is to let go.

2011-12-27T00:36:00.000-08:00

I'd be lying if i tell you that it does not bothers me,..
I'd be lying if i tell you that i don't feel sad.
I have done all sort of things to touch your heart, but to no avail. Perhaps is worth it from the start when i'm so in love with the person, but when time pass by each day, i get tired and disappointed from the way you re-acts. I swear is fucking hurts!
Do i ever cross your mind for once? :(
You won't know how much it hurts until you experience it by yourself.
I get to learn that, every hello ends with a goodbye.

I'd be lying if i say i don't miss you..
But you left me with no choice..
不是我不想你是我不能.. :(

I'll keep my promise.

2011-12-26T10:00:00.000-08:00

ONCE UPON A TIME,
I fall in love with the wrong person.

My biggest mistake was thinking that you love me as well.

Note to self: He doesn't care anymore.

It's X'mas !

2011-12-25T10:19:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :D
HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY YOURSELF ON THIS SPECIAL DAY!
<3

I'll be alright;Just not today.

2011-12-24T06:54:00.000-08:00

The girl who always laughd, cried. The girl who seemed so strong, crumbled. The girl who never stopped trying, Finally gave up.
She wishper to herself in her heart; I can't do this anymore.

Please don't act like i didn't fight for you.

2011-12-21T07:34:00.000-08:00

I was the one that listened to your problems,
I was the one that took your bullshit and stuff,
I was the one who actually cared for you,
I was the one who is there for you when everyone asking me to give up,
I was the one that love you even when you gave me every reason not to,
Lastly,
I was the one that stays with you when no one else did.

My heart had never felt this way before.

2011-12-20T07:38:00.000-08:00

I was hoping that December will be a good month for me.
But who knows, December is the month that i make a decision of giving up on you.

I'm sorry, i'm not good enough for you.

I need them in my life. Thank you gf!

2011-12-17T07:05:00.000-08:00

Turn up for the event that organize by the TC.Start of the day, i turns up too early at the interchange:/ Sitting alone at the bench to wait for my cliques to arrive. Luckily there's music that accompany me through out. Music always puts me in the best mood=)
After long waiting, Hanif arrive and we head down to macdonald as he wanted to get a drink for himself. Yh,debra and shermaine reach as well, both of us went to met up with them.
Took bus 291 to our destination, as i'm not good in direction so i just follow them to where we suppose to meet the TC.
After our breakfast, we spilt ourself among pairs and so Hanif and i group together. Our duty is to go door-to-door to do survery.:) kinda fun and also tiring. But that's normal. :) By doing this survery, I get to see different kind of people in this world:/
Anway,what i enjoy most is to spend time with my gfs even though is just a normal event :) Is the time we spend together that matters :D

I've the bestest friend !

2011-12-08T00:55:00.000-08:00

Darling @LaineNH this is for you. :) I know you're having your test today and you have no confidence in it. Don't worry, i believe you can make it through. :) sweet enough hor? :D hees :*

Everything seems flat.

2011-12-03T00:00:00.000-08:00

You girls make my HN life Awesome!I go school for the sake of my friends but not the course.:/

See ya around soon. :)

2011-12-02T20:08:00.000-08:00

Dearest Ling,
I've so much things to say to you, 1 day is never enough for me to finish saying. But i just want you know that you're the best thing that ever happen on me:) I cherish our friendship, everything that we had. I know you've your own problems to settle with, Thanks for always listening to my own story over and over again. You're indeed my great sis! :>
Iloveyou! I promise you, i'll stand by you forever!

2011-11-29T06:57:00.001-08:00

I have no one to turn to when i'm facing problems in my life!
FML!
:(
Fine!leave. don't ever come back.

2011-11-26T19:57:00.000-08:00

Head down to Velda place to get my RES project done. As i don't know my way to her house, ling was so sweet to accompany me to her place as they doesn't mind as well:) Along the way, ling also help me out with my project. :) Time passes fast, we left her place and i head home to put my laptop and we went to had japanese buffet^^

Sometimes, you make me feel like I'm trying too hard.

2011-11-16T04:23:00.000-08:00

The truth is, if I can be with anyone, it'd still be you.

Every time I don't talk to you, I miss you a little more.

Yihjen Birthday!

2011-11-12T19:39:00.000-08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Yihjen! (:
Hope you enjoy your day with us, and the surprise we plan for you:p
Although somehow you already know our plan but it's alright, end of the day we still have lots of fun!
Catch the movie with my girls- 那些年，我們一起追的女孩. Definitely a nice show to watch:>
<3

2011-10-03T20:15:00.000-07:00

Damn shag!
First day of school, Not enough rest,new modules,new semester! Hopefully i'm able to cope with all this new modules.? Pray hard!
Fuck!
Looking at the new timetable and the modules, one word to describe- SIAN!
#FML

Damn upset! cause i didn't score well for the 1st semester! ):

Last day of work!

2011-10-02T07:49:00.000-07:00

Time flies when we are enjoying ourself. Good things eventually comes to an end as well.
18 days of working at nex. Although the working hours is freaking long and the pay is kind of low. But i get to know 2 Phillipines friends! They're simply awesome! =D
One of my phillipines friend- Let. (:
The first time i met you, i thought we wouldn't click well, but who knows things turns out differently (: Despite the age gap between us, we still get along very well, just like "Mother and daughter" i love the feeling when i was with her. No words to describe the feeling(: she's not only a good friend and also a caring person,perhaps not to everyone, but at least for me.
I will never forget this friendship between us. Keep in touch(: I will miss you for sure! I'm looking forward to visit your country with you one day! =D
Like what you told others, We are your adopted daughters in singapore (:
Another friend of mine-Cholo. (:
We hit off quite well, you took the initiave to talk to us. You even enjoy the songs that we played in the shop and the 4 of us always chatting happily during the No crowds period. (: You even suggest to take a shot with me and elaine. That was so surprise:) Anyway, i will drop by nex one day to visit you and let when i'm free. (:
I'm glad to know you guys.! :)

2011-09-27T08:46:00.000-07:00

Loving someone never needed any explanation.
I miss you when something troubles me because you are the one who understands me well.

2011-08-12T08:29:00.000-07:00

Start of with a Surprise from my 3 lovely baby girls!They never fails to make my day. They plan a surprise at Pizza Hut, Jean lie to me that she couldn't make it last min due to some reason. I was kinda upset because without her with us. End up,they are well prepared at pizza hut waiting for my arrival:)With birthday cakes:> Thanks guys!The staff there even gave me a chocolate fondule with candle and wrote 'Happy Birthday WenLi' on it! With birthday song too!:D Kinda embarrassing but also Touched!:D I guess tonigjt i'm kinda Famous at Pizza Hut^^ I have 3 cakes in my fridge now:)Hope you guys enjoy the meal because i enjoy and had fun a lot^^:D
I Love you Girls!<3
Forever and always!=D

My 18 Birthday!

2011-08-11T08:46:00.000-07:00

I spend my 18 Birthday Simple&Awesome!I've great Friends around me. Firstly, I'd like to thank my very Bestfriend Elaine chew. she talk to me through phone for 3 hours until the clock hits 12! She was the first one that wishes me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!:D Second person, JeanOng,(AWESOME GIRL!)Thanks for the long text that you spend time typing it all out, I appreciate your effort. Not forgetting the Birthday song she sang to me on phone. That's so sweet of her:)
Receive text from my 2 lovely sweetie in the morning. Thanks for all the birthday wishes.

Start of the day,when i reach inter i receive lots of birthday message from my friends,Thanks for that,During POA lesson,Our class went RIOTS! They knew that the next class teacher was complaining to Miss Heng, They still sing Birthday Song for me. LOL. Lesson ends,They trick me to C1 as they say they are hungry, End up they gave me SURPRISE! Jean told me she have to meet her teacher and all..I was worry for her..End up is was just a lie to gave me surprise!:> Head down to T1 to meet Nat awhile at her work place with Jean. We Had our Dinner at BBQ Chicken, Seriously the food there SUCKS! Turns us off immediately. -.- We swear, never ever go back.
Afterall, I had lots of fun today!=D

2011-08-08T00:36:00.000-07:00

Last night I heard my own heart beating

Sounded like footsteps on my stairs

Six months gone and I'm still reaching

Even though I know you're not there

I was playing back a thousand memories baby

Thinkin bout everything we've been through

Maybe i've been going back too much lately

When time stood still and I had you



Come back come back come back to me like

You would you would if this was a movie

Stand in the rain outside til I came out

Come back come back come back to me like

You could you could if you just said you're sorry

I know that we can work it out somehow

But if this was a movie you'd be here by now



I know people change and these things happen

But I remember how it was back then

Locked up in your arms and our friends are laughing

Cause nothing like this ever happened to them

Now I'm pacing down the hall

Chasing down your street

Flashback to the night when you said to me

Nothings gonna change not for me and you

Not before I knew how much I had to lose

Come back come back come back to me like

You would you would if this was a movie

Stand in the rain outside til I came out

Come back come back come back to me like

You could you could if you just said you're sorry

I know that we can work it out somehow

But if this was a movie you'd be here by now



If you're out there

if you're somewhere

if you're moving on

I've be waiting for you ever since you've been gone

I just want it back the way it was before

And i just wanna see you back at my front door

And i'd say



Come back come back come back to me like

You would before you said its not that easy

Before the fight

before i locked you out

But i'd take it all back now



Come back come back come back to me like

You would you would if this was a movie

Stand in the rain outside til I came out

Come back come back come back to me like

You could you could if you just said you're sorry

I know that we can work it out somehow

But if this was a movie you'd be here by now



You'd be here by now

It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now

Baby what about the ending

Oh i thought you'd be here by now oh ohh ohh ohh

That you'd be here by now



Taylor Swift- If this was a movie.

2011-08-01T09:24:00.000-07:00

Met up Darling After school, It's been a long time since i last saw her. Catch up a lot. Had our dinner at KFC. That day was just 2 of us, like how we return to the past. Unglam and Happy!:D
We took a few shots using ling lappie:) When to shop around Formal Clothes with ling,as this is her First Formal Presentation. She get herself some clothes from G200. This is the first time i see her in formal! Not bad afterall, Got the OL Look:p Home sweet home at 2100. (:

you make my day enjoyable and colourful like a rainbow

2011-07-09T09:43:00.000-07:00

Had a great night out with ling(: Meet up with ling around evening,make our way to hougang mall first to get our stuff. Head down to airport for our dinner:) along our journey we catch up with what we come across in our life; school,family etc.. not forgetting camwhore!:D
Had popeyes for dinner,after dinner ling told me that she is not full yet,so we went to get mac cafe to get a drink:)pass by mini toons, bought a handphone strap together. how sweet is that uh?(: hehheh:D
Board the bus at around 11 plus, we couldn't catch the last bus, so we cab back home instead(:
we never fails to laugh whenever we're together.
:3
You make my day enjoyable as always(:

Money can't buy happiness.

2011-07-06T10:21:00.000-07:00

Everystep we take we make memories which is unforgettable.
I got new experience everyday, when we passed our life together, my friend(:
Our beautiful memories of this memories will always live in my heart.

I'm alright without you?

2011-07-04T10:57:00.000-07:00

Had a HTHT with ling, i really understand what she told me over the phone. Perhaps, this is character and personality problem, is in myself. I really should not take it too serious just because there is some changes in our conversation,maybe i'm just another friend of yours,a important friend? Does not mean you like me?Over thinking leads to negative thoughts..
Hi-bye friend? I guess? I hate myself being like this.In fact, i've already see it through, just that i don't wish to accept?That's me! Everyone told me that you took me for granted. Sometimes,i really feels that too. I'm a fool,as always.
Shall stop taking initiative? life goes on as per normal with me or w/o me. I'm just a passer-by in your life i guess so.
Tell me what should i do?
我觉得我做的已经够多了, for 8 months.
At times i really do envy in myself, daring,initiative and courage. Where did i get all this from?I ask myself always,and i got an answer is,because iloveyou.

I care(d)

2011-07-03T00:30:00.000-07:00

Alone at home today, and so i head down to Jean house. She is kind enough to ask me to stay for dinner. How sweet~ after dinner we had a talk in her room and then the most interesting part comes along. I must admit i'm kinda daring? I don't know where the hell i got the courage to send the text to him.- Favouriteboy.
Waited for a few mins for his reply, he reply!
I wonder what would his reply, his answer make jean laugh her ass off!(: Anyway, i'm glad you reply and i was over the moon!:> A message from you really makes me whole day!(: I will mark my words, I'm always here for you when you feeling down.
When down to meet yihjen, lepak awhile. I SWEAR I MISS HER DAMN LOTS!We never fails to laugh and start our nonsense when we're together.Hang in there my 2 sweetheart! Attachment will soon be over.As a promise we will meet up for dinner soon.
Went back to jean house afterthat, i start to feel hungry again:x Jean is so damn sweet! she cook maggee mee for me:) I appreciate! x100 THANKS!
Back home at 11:30am. Although is just a short time together, but i really enjoy alot. Imissyou!

A day with ling,kane&bernard.

2011-07-02T09:36:00.000-07:00

Met ling at 3:15 at hougang station, head down to dhoby ghaut to meet kane&bernard.Suppose to have steamboat yesterday with them, end up we went JUST ASIA for dinner. (Damn embarassed yesterday) shall not elaborate more.
After dinner we make our way to clark quay from marina square, half way through we get to see NDP rehearsal and fireworks. Along our way, Bernard and i never fails to talk back to each other.Afterall he is a Great Friend i must say. Reach clark quay we sat near the river and enjoy the breeze.
Train back to compass and slack at starbucks. Home sweet home at 11:59pm!

Darling, i hope you would be brave enough to face up to your own feelings. Only you yourself know it all. Simply wants you to be happy-always&forever. I can't do much in anything, just giving you advice.

2011-06-29T10:10:00.000-07:00

Lately i finding myself constantly missing you.
You have no idea how much i would do for you.

Feelings can't be tell.

2011-06-28T09:40:00.000-07:00

Frankly speaking, i still can't get over you. I still love you a lot.You stands a important role in my heart. I always wonder your actions have already show everything?or? mixed feelings,at times you gave me hope,but also the same time you gave me cold shoulder.
I believe even a blind person could tell how much i care for you, but why aren't you?I believe you could feel it, unless you're indeed a "woodblock" that how others describe you. Please prove it to me, will you? prove it to me, you're not such a person. I don't deny that you're quite a good guy. Perhaps,in my eyes. This is the first time i do so much for someone. Count yourself lucky?
I told myself umpteen i will stop doing all this for someone that not worth it. Except for you.
Sometimes i feel like asking you a question, "do you like even wanna talk to me? you send me the shortest replies to me now, and don't even bother to talk. Do i annoy you or something? Because if i am, please tell me so i stop wasting my time trying to get you to talk to me.

I've never ever want someone so much like this before. N.E.V.E.R.

I never wanted to be your whole life.
JUST YOUR FAVOURITE PART.

2011-06-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

A new start of journey(:
22 june 2011 a memorable day:>

2011-06-05T10:27:00.000-07:00

2011-06-04T09:55:00.001-07:00

It's been a long time since i blog:)
I enjoy my school life now:) Awesome friends!:)

2011-05-16T23:45:00.000-07:00

I miss you, I just can't admit it,
I think of you, I just can't talk to you,
I Love you, I just can't tell you.

Crying doesn't indicate you're weak, Since birth, is a sign of alive.

2011-05-16T23:15:00.000-07:00

分手是需要练习的
放弃关于你的话题
终于可以不用缺席
甚至还表现的不再关心
从前你是伤的痕迹
现在不过是场回忆
忽远忽近
我怕的是低潮来袭
这城市哪里够冰宁
藏住我突然想哭的情绪
宁愿失去过去勇气
好过和你冷战退击
这样谁输得起
原来分手是需要练习的
时间久了会变勇敢的
你慢慢出走
我渐渐放手
这不就是我们要的自由
原来分手是需要练习的
但伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空不残留一点痛
回头看看懦弱住前走怕坠落
但我一定能学会
在想你的时候不难过

AA peeps!

2011-05-14T22:14:00.000-07:00

As time passes by, i get to know each and everyone of you more. (:
We just need more time. :>

2011-05-13T11:00:00.000-07:00

It's been ages since i met my bf! I enjoy every moment we spend together. Love the htht session with you. sharing with me what happens in your life,you never fail to makes me feel how important i am to you. I miss the nonsense and laughter we always had. Darling, I know you had done a lot for me, I need you to know i appreciate every single things you done for me. It etched deeply in my heart. As what you always say, we're one not two.

2011-05-12T23:15:00.000-07:00

分手需要练习的
放弃关于你的话题
终于可以不用缺席
甚至还表现的不再关心
从前你是伤的痕迹
现在不过是场回忆
忽远忽近
我怕的是低潮来袭
这城市哪里够冰宁
藏住我突然想哭的情绪
宁愿失去过去勇气
好过和你冷战退击
这样谁输得起
原来分手是需要练习的
时间久了会变勇敢的
你慢慢出走
我渐渐放手
这不就是我们要的自由
原来分手是需要练习的
但伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空不残留一点痛
回头看看懦弱住前走怕坠落
但我一定能学会
在想你的时候不难过

One&only.

2011-05-08T04:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Dear mum, i may not like you all the time, but i love you always.

2011-05-07T04:21:00.000-07:00

They have been making my school days fun all along:)Iloveyou guys!:>

School days.

2011-04-29T08:26:00.000-07:00

Hope.

2011-04-16T09:23:00.000-07:00

First week of school-finally over.
Finally weekends! Boredom kills! I'M SO DAMN UPSET THAN I AM NOT IN THE SAME CLASS WITH MY GIRLS!
I keep having this thought of skipping lesson just to meet my girls. I just couldn't stand it!tsk!
I get to know some new friends in class, they are kinda friendly towards me. I STILL MISS YOU THE MOST!(good friend of mine being in the same class for 5years with me-JeanOng)
2years, cannot imagine how am i going to move on like this?!
Meet up darling today, it's been a long time i last saw her, miss her like Hell damn lots! she share her experience with me during her orentation.:)School starts now, lesser time to meet you darling! i share squeeze out some time to meet you!:) I promise her, I will find her at RP one day:):)
miss you darling! Hope you have a GREAT TIME in RP!:>

picnic day with my lovely girls!

2011-04-08T20:19:00.001-07:00

Picnic day with my lovely girls:)

Camwhore,fly kite,chit chatting:) simply a day like this is sooo AWESOME!(:
Enjoy the time we spend together. GREAT!
Shall plan more of this kind of outing next time:):)
Cannot imagine school reopen in 1 day time!back to school life-.-

Shopping day:>

2011-04-07T08:48:00.001-07:00

Shopping day with babe today. We went a few places today(: Spend a bomb!:) Well,i think it's worth it. After shopping travel back to babe house. Camwhore!^^ not forgetting, we went to take neoprint today:)Enjoy my day with you babe:)Happy times always don't last. :(
3 more days i will head back to school life-.- 4 months plus holiday. when school starts i always feel holiday is never enough for me!-,- I swear i must spend my last few days of holidays to the fullest!^^
Excited for tomorrow picnic with my lovely girls!:>
I have a habit that i think i can never get it cure forever:)I look damn forward till i can't sleep the whole night whenever i am going out the next day:)

Simply W&E

2011-04-02T08:11:00.000-07:00

A Day out with my best friend. Bus-ed down to changi village. Took a walk at the beach and we decided to rent a bike:) We rent a double rider bike. Heh^^ sweet isn't it?:) Ok, things don't go smoothly at first, nearly fall off the bike:/ well, luckily as time goes by our 默契 let things goes smoothly:) I was suppose to take the front ride,but i couldn't control the hander well,so ling took over:)Lots of laughter and fun!Yes,never fail!:)We cycle till around 6pm and had dinner at changi village!
Thanks dearie,you never fails to make my day! [:

*There's someone that never fails to make my day, but there's also one that ruin everything.

GYM&K-BOX!

2011-03-30T08:48:00.001-07:00

Dearest BF, I hope we'll continue to do the first thing in life together.
I am always happy whenever i am with you.
(:

2011-03-29T08:47:00.000-07:00

Make it through

2011-03-16T22:53:00.000-07:00

Most probably you guys didn't forget i used to like a guy.
Sad to say that we didn't get to together. But i'm glad that we still can be friends now:)
I met him today, I wave towards him and smile, I'm glad that he notice my actions. He smile.
I knew in my heart, he've already let go of the 'past'. Thanks God!
I know i can make it through:)

Never stop believing

2011-03-15T23:00:00.000-07:00

I'm kinda of looking forward to school!
(Y)
Never stop believing, because you'll never know which days in your life, it might happen.

*when you see him smile,you realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.

Dilemma

2011-03-08T10:51:00.000-08:00

It's been ages since i last blog..
Many Things changes recently.
I hate this feelings in me now. Confuse.

I must not avoid,do you feel that we are drifting apart?

2011-02-21T07:32:00.001-08:00

I turn in pretty early yesterday night:) I woke up at 6.27am in the morning. I went back to sleep later on. My ling woke me up at 9plus. Get prepare and head down to meet her and we're off to Dhoby Ghaut(:
We catch the movie " It's a great great world". One word to describe AWESOME!:)
Worth watching. Shop at Daiso after the show.
My ling never fails to make my day:)
I'm on the phone with her now. wink* :>

Great Great World

2011-02-19T09:55:00.000-08:00

Meet up with my friends today(:
Went to the Great Great World Theme Park. Spend a bomb! :x
But,is all worth it. This is the very first time i went to the theme park with my girlfriends:)
I enjoy the feeling when I'm controlling the bumber car! :D
We settle our dinner at burger king, spend almost an hour talking to each other. :)
Home sweet home at 11 plus.
Thanks god, fulfil my wish:):)

2011-02-17T09:49:00.000-08:00

Had a awesome day with my darling:)
Head down to bugis to take neoprint, and we did a customize friendship ring:)

2011-02-10T10:34:00.000-08:00

My bf never fails to touched me with her words.
I receive a valentine's day gift from her:)
I swear,every words she say in the letter, I'm moved!:)
ILoveyou!:*

2011-01-30T07:41:00.000-08:00

Have been working lately..don't have the time to blog about my daily life.
Been waking up early this few days to prepare for work. Although working is kinda tired,but at least i work with my best friend( : That's something i'm happy (:
As what we promise each other, must work together! :)
Shall blog again when i'm free. I've to turn in early, working tomorrow.

CNY is round the corner, mad happy(L)

2011-01-27T19:44:00.000-08:00

woke up at 8 today. Accompany ling to do her hair:)I love her reddish brown!Damn nice!:):)Had an interview at 4pm today:) ling and i got a job:)we will start work tomorrow:):) hope we can cope everything well:)
My ling is very sweet to me:) she use my hair dryer to dry my hair today:)ok,i feel so damn proud to have her as my best friend:):)
Shall turn in now,have to woke up early tomorrow to get prepared!goodnight!

2011-01-25T19:38:00.000-08:00

Went out with ling today, went to chinatown early in the morning. Queue up for 3 long hours to buy "bagua" and it's raining. weather damn cold. end up, i give up queuing. Damn tiring. Head down to marina square:) what a small world, met up with a friend after so many years. He did change alot:)I had dinner with ling at makansutra:)In short, she just make my day!:D

2011-01-24T22:28:00.000-08:00

I'm meeting ling later on at 10am,and I'm still here blogging. I can't get to sleep. Excited&looking forward. ^^
I am super happy with my new look now! (: Wink*
Ling came over to my house and dye my hair for me:) isn't she sweet? :) Ha,i know she is proud with her own workpiece:) We had dinner together and also had a HTHT chat:)
My best friend is AWESOME! (L)

I don't know why, this feeling won't get away. Missyou,
Whenever i see 11:11 i never fails to wish for you.

meant to be

2011-01-19T09:52:00.001-08:00

Learning to let go (:
If we are meant to be, i believe we will get together one day(:
I'm so glad that i knew you:)
6 more days, it'd be 3 months i know:)
sometimes i wonder, what give me the courage to do all this:) at least i tried :) One thing i knew that was, i never regret:)
I don't deny,part of me still love you.

you know something?:)
Is unbelievable if i say out, I went to the beach,facing the sea and i shouted your name out! :D

wenli,be strong.
Move on with your life(:

Face every problems that happen,don't avoid,overcome everything.
This is part of life, growing up.

there's something can't be erase.

2011-01-18T07:34:00.000-08:00

On the phone with ling just now, she share with me her dream(:
Is kinda sweet:) She dream of me, isn't it sweet(:
One more thing, She dream of me was with you-include others. This is the second time she dream of me and you.
In life, we always have to look forward and move on.

In fact, i didn't change, but you.

2011-01-17T09:36:00.000-08:00

Went out with ling today (:
We bought hell loads of stuff for ourself today:)
Got a "couple bag" together:)
I spend about $100 plus in a day:(
I'm broke now. I need a job. As a promise, i'll be working with ling:)
photos will upload soon :)

This is how much i miss you.

2011-01-16T11:11:00.000-08:00

My mind is so bad, that all i know is you,
You who is looking at another person,
You don't even know these feelings i have,
I'm probably not part of your days,
You probably don't even have any memories of me either,
You who i keep looking at,
My tears keep falling,
I'm happy just looking at you from behind,
Even if you still don't know how i feel,
In the end even if you pass me by,
On the day i miss you so much,
On the day where it's so hard to deal with,
The words ILOVEYOU keep lingering on the tips of my lips,
Once again i'm crying for you alone,
Once again i'm missing you alone,
Though i can't hold onto you like this,
I can't say anything, I want you,
Even if i want that over and over again.

2011-01-13T08:53:00.000-08:00

Live life to the fullest while you can or else you live for nothing. Waiting too long could mean it's too late.

you left me a ? in my heart.
Fading away.
I'm telling myself, don't fall too hard each time.
(:

Dreams are the answers to questions that we haven't yet figured out how to ask.

2011-01-09T23:00:00.000-08:00

Daddy get me a new phone today!(:
Thanks dad♥

I still don't get use to it :) I just need some time:)
Meet up jean for dinner, Enjoy my day with you babe(:
She's simply so sweet! (: Iloveyou♥
Had a talk after that at playground:)

Apply course for HN tomorrow:)
Hopefully things goes well :>
Ling♥is getting back her o's level result tomorrow:)
Hard work paid off bbg! :)

♥Iloveyou more each day:)

Chalet

2011-01-03T08:12:00.000-08:00

Back from chalet. Just a word "FUN" :)
Although is kinda eerie cause is just beside the OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL.
Enjoy the BBQ,The talk we had:)
Walk to changi village at 3 plus for supper and chat till 5 plus:)
Enjoy the game in the morning with cliques(:
Reach home at 11 plus, drop dead.
Slept from 11 plus to 7plus:)
ILOVEYOU GUYS!:)

Happy New Year!

2011-01-01T07:30:00.000-08:00

I spend my last day of 2010 with my baby girl-Elaine Chew((:
And also,i spend the first day of 2011 with her too((:
I enjoy the heart to heart talk with my ling before we sleep((:
We talk till the morning 4 plus.
Iloveyou. We promise to see the fireworks together this year! (:

2010-12-29T10:39:00.000-08:00

I'm able to let you go.

i still love you.

2010-12-28T07:58:00.000-08:00

Meet up with my girls today.
Head down to meet with the guys..
Shall not elaborate more..
Loveyou girls soooo damn much( :
Let's meet up real soon again:)
Photos will be upload soon!

I still love you.

I thought i can give you up.
I thought i'm strong enough to let you go.
But,i realise i can't.

2010-12-27T07:52:00.000-08:00

Met ling early in the morning (:
Went down to pasir ris park;rent a bide and cycle!=)
It's been a long time since i cycle ( :

2010-12-25T10:29:00.000-08:00

If i was given another chance, I'll still choose this way.
You didn't even give me a chance..
I know you for 2 months already. Time flies.
(:

I just want you to know this;
我是真的爱过你.

2010-12-24T04:15:00.000-08:00

Meet darling today ( :
Pass her a birthday present. Super late. I'm sorry..
Hope you like it. ( :
Bought her a pair of contacts. I know she love it! :>
Head home after that as my relative is coming over to my place.
Meet up real soon again. ILY,darling:D

2010-12-23T03:59:00.000-08:00

Met up with my girls. :)
Head down for K for hours! :) Woohoo~ :)
I'm glad that i've you girls in my life ( :
Nice dinner. Yummy~ :D
Sorry guys, brought you walk for a longer route.
Afterall, awesome day with you girls! :D
ILY!

2010-12-21T06:22:00.000-08:00

went town with ling( :
head down to bugis after that ( :
We have hell loads fun today.
Heh( : I'm glad we're still friends. (L)

can you feel the heartache in my heart.

2010-12-20T07:43:00.000-08:00

I thought i can never feel the feeling of loving someone again..
....and then i met you
I know I've fall for you. that's you' TKW
I remember how we met, how we get to know each other.
I saw you at interchange, your smile everything attracts me.
Finally,I got a chance to get to know you. I've your number,face book,msn.
We started to text.
-You walked into my life and makes a different.

I know you for 1 month and 29 days.
I took initiative everyday. Think of topics just to chat with you. YES,you.
I pick up the courage and I confess to you, telling you that i like you. You choose to avoid the question i ask you;and so on, you keep on avoiding.
One day,i pop out that question once again, your answer is don't know. I accept your answer. Pinned high hopes that one day your answer will be a yes. But all my waiting have all come to a waste.
All my friends keeps on telling me to give up on you. Don't wait anymore. Perhaps you answer don't know have tells me that i don't stand a chance? But still, i decide to follow my heart. Never give up.

As time goes by, I'm still waiting for you answer. But i know you'll never answer my question. I'm tired..I'm waiting for something that will never happen. Is time to face up to this crucial truth. I know i can never hide, run away from the facts that is happening right in front of me. I keep on asking myself; why are you like this? I always fall for the wrong guy. Can i phrase it in this way?
I fall deeper each passing day.

Today, I finally pick up the courage to send you the message; I was hoping that you'd try your best to keep me by your side but,you didn't. I broke down. Disappointment is all i can say. Telling myself to be strong because that's the only choice I have. At least, i tried.

I'll always remember the day you smile at me.

There's a message i didn't send out. Because i know you'll avoid it again.
Hey boy, I want to ask you a serious thing, can you please give me a answer. I've known you for quite a awhile and i can't control my love for you, when you didn't reply my message i was worried if you're okay,my heart hurts when you always give me a one or two word reply when i ask you questions, i just can't control my love for you, if i didn't stand a chance just tell me straight, so at least i know you're not interested in me and i won't carry hope for you. It's juts so hurting when i send you a few message yet you either never reply,late reply or reply a few words. I will accept the answer you give me, I will be happy enough if we are just friends. Everyday i send you a message,hoping that the next message i received will be your name, but end up i always get the wrong person. I can wait for your text for 10 or more hours,as hours pass by,all I'm thinking about is you, you are the one that my mind keeps thinking of. Thinking that if you're okay,if you're safe. You have no idea how much i care for you. You may think i am lame,crazy or nothing better to do, but i just wanna let you know, I do Love You, and you love is what my heart beats for. Do reply my answer please, Your answer is what i really want.In case, you don't know what my question is, my question is " would i stand a chance?"

I'm here,wishing you all the best in everything you do.
May you find that someone asap.
(:

I always pinned high hopes, end up in returns is just huge disappointment.

I sometimes pretend to be happy, talking alot and laughing out loud so that nobody would know what's really inside.But at the end of the day,I always find myself all alone encountering the crucial truth that I'm too heartbroken inside that not even a million laughter can take it away.

Happily ever after

2010-12-20T06:39:00.000-08:00

Attend cousin wedding at sentosa( :
Congratulations!
All the best( :
Enjoy your honeymoon:D

2010-12-16T03:40:00.000-08:00

had a outing with my girls today :)
:3loveya!
due to some reason we did not make our way to marrina barrage.
I left at about 3 plus as i'm meeting dad at TTSH.
Just got home, went to visit clinic just now. ><

2010-12-13T06:19:00.000-08:00

watch 'Rapunzel' with friends today. Worth watching:)
suppose to meet ling tomorrow, change to wednesday. I'm dead beat. Have been going out lately. Have a date with friends at marina barrage on thursday( :
I need a job soon!:<

hey boy, imy. :)

I want to be your favourite HELLO and the hardest GOODBYE!

2010-12-12T08:51:00.000-08:00

Till today, I'm still holding on.
I've known you for 1 month and 21 days.

Everyday, I fight back the urge to text you or talk to you. Telling myself if you want to speak to me, you would.

You ate my heart.
When we first met, I had no idea you would be so important to me.

2010-12-11T07:50:00.001-08:00

*unglam faces:)

God gave me a special gift, that's you! :)
You're awesome! :D

2010-12-10T08:07:00.000-08:00

Ling came over to my place today:)
Heart to heart talk. She stays for dinner at my place.
Webcam! :>

2010-12-09T08:45:00.000-08:00

Went to T1 to collect my phone( :
Afterall, button phone suits me more. I don't really like touch screen phone:/
pack lunch for ling:) she's working alone today.
I had mac for lunch & popeyes for dinner!:x
I'm gaining weight. WTF!
Bus-ed back. cannot tahan. damn sleepy. slept on bus.
My ling damn sweet yi xia( : she ask me to rest on her shoulder:D
Heh:P
My blueblack is getting worse. I'm afraid it might leave a scar on it.

2010-12-08T02:36:00.000-08:00

Honey:3
Remember what i always use to tell you? Every text i've send you? :)
I dislike seeing you upset :<>
I can understand how you feel. I do have such feeling before and one thing for sure I do love someone deeply before. But i know that no point for me to be upset. You must bear in mind, he didn't say he Don't like you. Stay strong, always think on the brighter side of everything. I'm once very upset before. But from there i've also learn that sometimes is not a bad thing either. You tends to think too much at times, that cause you to be more upset. Don't have such thinking. If it's mean to be, it'll be. We can only leave everything to fate.
My dear friend, You can text me anything that bothering you:D Don't have to always say thanks. Cause we are more than friends( : I'm just afraid i couldn't help you much. Cry out makes you feel better, but after that i want you to stay calm and think of everything. Cheer up! :3 I want to see your smile again, like this picture. Your lovely smile( :
Iloveyou.

Just a word; Thanks. ILOVEYOU.

2010-12-08T02:08:00.000-08:00

isn't it sweet? :3

Jean,
Time Flies. We've finish our 1 year course. I promise you, we'll keep in contact no matter where we are. I'm touched by every long text that you've send it to me. Without fail. THANKS for everything. 1 whole year we've spend each and everyday together without fail. Whenever i'm down, you're the one with me, listening to all my complaints and sorrows. Giving me advices. If were not you, I guess i'm all alone now. That's so sweet of you, take me as your sis:) If you were not there for me, No one will help me to do all those "stuff" i guess you know i'm talking about. We go through Ups & Down together in our life. Never fail to laugh everyday. E.g. OLD MAN! :> Simply just see you smiling, makes me really happy! :D Like what i always say, as long my friends around me are happy, I'll be happy too:) I'll do my very best to make you happy:) As part of your friend, that's what i should do( : I seriously hope that we could be in the same class next year. You let me know that no matter what happens, I'll never be alone, because i've you by my side. You make me realise that i've much more things for me to cherish. You make me know that TRUE FRIEND does exisit. :)
If one day i saw you on street, I'll walk up to you and give you a big hug:)
I just want you to be happy. Smile:)
Always remember, I'm here for you.

JeanOngKaiLin,
I've known you for 4 years,12months and 8days.
You stands a special place in my heart.
Lastly, ILoveyou.

Holiday!

2010-12-08T02:00:00.000-08:00

Time flies~Finish my 1 year course.
I'll miss you guys. It's great to know you guys:)
Damn stress this few days over final exam.
Finally,everything's over:)

OK,I've receive the "BEST" gift from my friend. He say this gift will makes me remember him forever. ><
WTH!